she's so sweet!!

yael dekelbaum is pure, magical awesome. too cute! and freakin' talented.

the evening began at egg's, where i met and chatted with his girlfriend. i walked to the show, entering as she began, and it was excellent. i joined egg's birthday celebration, which was a bit awkward (a whole bunch of people not talking) and the music was fairly crap (although not too terrible), but was introduced after a bit to a cute british girl and we seem to have hit it off. kind of. i dunno - i'm not comfortable in those surroundings.

i wasn't feeling 100%, and walked home in a dark mood. i had an issue running laps around my mind. it involves the story behind the painting i just posted a picture of... i feel that i've proved what i was out to prove to myself and that that's making me careless.

i can't afford to be careless.