online at home

what a great feeling: i plugged in the pc, turned it on, and it's as if it's been paused for 6 months; i was praying not to have to reformat, and my prayers were answered... so far. i'm still praying it'll stay that way.

after my last post, i bussed through to ra'anana, and had supper at SxS's. after dinner, i discovered that mpe had sent yet another sms to tell me "fine, i get the message". i called her up and we fought for about 15 minutes, the conversation ending with "have a nice life".

from there we went through to our friend in pituach, and sat for a few hours with a bunch of ze germans, and threw away 50 shekels on great poker. as in - i lasted with some of the big boys, and had fun ^_^

SxS, ru55, ru55's SO and i misbehaved a little, and then went back to ru55's to spend the rest of the night being silly and catching up. and consuming rediculous quantities of chocolate from sa. around 6am SxS and i walked back to his place, and i spent the rest of the day sleeping and watching friends.

to summarize the night / day, i think i've managed to internalize the last few weeks, but my sense of humour's a little damaged and it'll take a while to get back to the business of being myself.

in the evening, i took a bus to dizengoff, and had supper with spot and the kid. then we went shopping (i bought a desk and a stool - the stool is good enough until i get a real chair). we missioned home, and i watched the fifth element with half an eye (thanks, spot) while building my desk ('orrible instructions).

a really cute girl, recently released from our base, came over to visit the kid, so after inspecting our digs the three of us went for a walk on ibn gvirol to find food. i ran into the mongoose's girlfriend, and we sat and talked for a bit (mainly about the failure with mpe).

now that i'm home and blogged, i'm going to shower, and crash. but i'm already feeling better: i now have access to my shit again, and every geek amongst you knows how important that is for mental health and well-being.