failed experiment

i got myself a tortilla, then walked to the lizard. the mongoose began shouting at me about not having spoken to mpe: i spoke to her last night, dammit! so my paedophilic experiment (okay, she's 20 years old, but she's all tiny, and quite childlike) has officially failed.

i just want a girl who can take things easy, over and above pushing herself up my priorities list. she was slowly moving up, (over a week, that's not that slow), but obviously not taking things easy. not my scene.

my attitude doesn't suit her either, though - i called her and she basically told me to bugger off. oh, well.

last night turned out to be a private party for all the guys who finished the officer's course on wednesday; so i saw a lot of friends from the base and generally would've had a good time if i hadn't been so tired, had so much to drink, or been irritated by mpe.

my previous TL arrived, and the first thing he said to me pissed me right off. after the kid and i put so much effort (not that we didn't have fun) making the poster for him, some girl from our base told him that she'd made it for us. what a bitch!

anyway, around 2am i started walking home. that took an hour, and i had plenty of things to think about... which will lead to my next post. which i should probably create a permanent link on the template to, because it pretty much sums up my head-space since before i left south africa.

but it's mainly brought on not only by my being irritable, but by my feeling serious tension in my jaw. i'm still feeling it a bit, but there's nothing i can do until tuesday.

i got home around 3am, crashed, and was woken around 1pm to be dragged off to go shopping for furniture. the walk in the rain was fun, we found the area we were looking for, and the first place we found gave us a great deal on a not-bad-at-all couch. we looked at a few other places, found nothing interesting, and then put down a deposit and ordered the couches for monday.

the kid's dad gave me a ride to the train station, i've just gotten home, am about to shower, then go off to ra'anana.