the unsleep

 i don't recall how much i slept last night, i'm just sure it wasn't quite enough.

the work day was... disappointing. it began smoothly and ended with me down a rabbit-hole full of nonsense.

gd's been having a rough day or two with her neck, so i left the office early to take mr smear to his mma class. he's mostly doing well, my biggest concern is that the older group after him has a problem with not washing their gear and it's unbearably revolting. if it was my class there's no way i would let them on the mats in that state.

it's almost 2am. i crashed immediately after putting mr smear to bed, but then woke up about two hours later...

...

i feel like my brain needs a reconfiguration. like, a refocus. a repurpose, even.