woozy and wombly, and going to bed

the dog and i talked business (gaming, very serious) for a while, then i walked to SB's. had a shower, and we fell asleep discussing the reasons why we're not going to be seeing each other any more. and man, do they ever suck. what-fucking-ever. i can't be bothered to try any more, but it doesn't make things any easier.

at least i had what i had, no regrets. i feel better as a person, at any rate, and that's a lot.

being on base out of uniform was really weird, but pleasant. much cooler than uniform. we spent the day working really hard. lunch break: severe disappointment. good food, but we went to a place specifically because they have damn good humus, and they were all out. that totally threw us off.

i came almost straight home (stopping by the mall for a few minutes to browse and get some ice-cream... okay, and stare down policewomen), feeling like the rock in walking tall (something about being in civvies and carrying a fighter's kitbag).

played some tekken, did laundry, and arbed online. showered and watched romeo must die, which was a fun movie. now going to bed.

noticeably, no mention of working. not even a little. and the whole thing about me being on holiday? postponed until wednesday. maybe tomorrow if i'm lucky. i need some time to focus, and get my head together. and i need to finish this damn job, 'cause i feel the paycheck getting further and further every day.