i spent the afternoon walking around tel aviv with the relatives from london, doing some basic sight-seeing and having a great lunch. i don't really know them too well, and sometimes i got the feeling that things were a bit strained, but in general it was all good.
aside: it was fscking hot.
i got home, played counterstrike while waiting for a meeting.
the guy came, and we've just finished after about 2.5 hours. we had lots of details to discuss, but we came to some conclusions. basically if this thing takes off, it'll be my primary job after the army. if it doesn't, i'll have learned a hell of a lot. and i made it perfectly clear that until it's off the ground, it's a project done in my spare time.
i'm also hoping he'll organize me a development machine, 'cause i don't want to do it on a desktop pc.
and we're doing it from the ground up professionally, which is really nice.
i'm about to spend an hour either working or resting, then i'm off to the lizard for a party for THE elite computer unit... some very nice girls in that unit...
speaking of which - SB. she hasn't been in touch since yesterday, and that's after she asked me to do her a favour here. strange. and i'm seriously bothered because i don't know if we exist or not. i'm going to try not to let it get to me. but i'm still going to be comparing every girl i meet to her, and i find it hard to imagine finding someone comparable anytime soon.
yeah, i know i seem to be exaggerating, but take tonight for example. girls in the army. already a serious loss of points, because they're not in a stage of their lives where they've defined themselves as human beings.
and i don't have any way / cause to be hanging around in the places where the girls i'm looking for do.
and all my friends who are of the right age don't go out very much. i'm in a very frustrating place right now.
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