uncoil (4th)

wow. i have got to learn to just accept people for the way they are. it's not my business to teach anyone how to behave. other than my own children, of course.

the other big realization for the day is that the story of my life is in the process of unfolding, and i have to stop living only for the future. everything i've been doing has been for the current phase, and i've got a long way to go for the next one. my unfortunate news for the day is that apparently there's nothing i can do about my army service till it's begun... and the way i was spoken to today, i get the feeling that my position in this unit isn't as secure as i thought.

so, basically, it's all just wait-and-see. so i may as well do that. and i really do have to learn to just relax, and enjoy myself. i actually do have time.

in case it's not readily apparent, i did practically nothing today.