*phew*

well, my friend finally called me, to let me know that they're alright. took bloody long enough, too.

umm, i went to training this afternoon:
a) i really don't have as much energy as i'd like, i'm totally unfit
b) nothing's changed. at all. i'm just severely disappointed

i came home, a bit morbid (i still am), and had a shower, then a nap. which i'm feeling more-or-less in the middle of, but i'll read a bit before resuming.