the roughness

after costing us thousands of dollars and about half a year, gd's documents seem to have gone missing and i'm really trying hard to not let this get to me.

my eyes are frequently hurting, i just dropped a few grand on a new monitor that i hope will stop this from happening (it's due to arrive on friday). 

my car's been looked at for one thing (a false alarm brakepad warning) and now apparently needs to be seen by a gear specialist. 

two looong days without much progress. and then a repeat six-year-old argument that gd tried to help with, but no joy. 

i'm fucking tired.