a day of reflection

hooo boy, did i ever need today off. well, kind of off, i mean i did spend a good chunk of it at the temple with mr smear, i broke my fast a few hours early and i spent some inspiring time with my tattoo artist planning friday's work.

but after a long night, mostly spent in the throes of an anxiety attack replaying the past six months and being angry with myself and the world, i eventually got up feeling a bit better about things, my perspective a bit less hard.

oh, right. we had a fight over discipline this morning, i almost forgot. well, that aside.

anyway, long story short, i'm going into work tomorrow and i'm going to try to make the best of things. at least until i have better options.

on a different note, mr smear made me really proud this evening, both at the temple and at dinner afterwards. i enjoyed the dinner immensely, myself, it's always nice to talk to people about complex topics who are interested in what i have to say. and the vegan chocolate mousse was (and is) superb.