better? dunno.

today was a long-ass day. internet arbing, some shopping, some gaming, backuping up onto dvd (finally, although not all of it), and watching flash gordon while working.

finally worked.

got a mail around 9pm, advising me of changes to the system. surprising. worked until about 10.30pm, now going to game and arb some more before bed. testing starts early tomorrow morning. i'm praying i won't have to be alert.

oh, and SB got in touch with me. turned out the mail i sent her was to the wrong address (whoops, my bad), but also that she can't check mail anyways.

as for how i've been feeling, it's still there, but what can i do? suffer. at least it's not in silence. even if nobody cares TOO much. *whine*