all the nerves, continued

 tuesday was rough, even if it was just a half-day. yesterday was rough too, if slightly less rough than tuesday, and both days i was in a lot of pain and having difficulty focusing on anything. and it's exhausting.

i'm grateful that yesterday was a holiday. the biggest thing we did was watch adventure time and the economics of happiness. it goes nicely with why everyone is quitting their job to play call of duty.

today my neck and shoulder were somewhat better, but still not good. i think i've understood that my troubles (generally, not just the past few days) might be caused by how unsymmetrical my shoulders are, because my left one hangs back and all the attached muscles and ligaments are always sore and tender.... i don't know how to train it forward, but i'm going to try.

work was a bit weird today. i don't know if i'm making progress or not, but it feels like i'm moving forward even as the tests fail harder and harder.

we started getting into sackboy: a big adventure this evening. i've been thinking about getting a third controller for a while, i think now's the time.