MONSTER!!!

that's what i am. and proud. and satisfied. partially evil.

tameable. but that's another story.

the shift ended at 4.15am. we had a problem, so we're repeating the exact same shift tonight - more money, but i was meant to get other work done and i'm totally wasted.

i walked to the base, and eventually got to sleep around 6am. the dog had taken my sleeping bag and coat for guarding, so i slept REALLY uncomfortably... badly too.

and only for four hours. i spent the day at farewell parties, and sorting out my army pc which was in dire need of RAM - it's gotten so bad that i just can't work on it anymore... and we're under SO much pressure it's rediculous.

of course, in spite of this, i *had* to take the opportunity to play volleyball, and get some exercise. it was good fun. i did some forms afterwards, so my body feels right again, and i've just gotten home. i'm about to hit the shower (although there's a problem with the water in the building today - it might suck), then run off to SB's to fix her pc again, and then go back to work.

crazy, but as fucked up as i feel, i'm feeling invigorated also. all good.