progress. stop. work in. stop.

ha, spot walked in as i walked singer out this morning, and was good enough to make me real coffee - definitely a good start to the day.

bank dealings went well, smooth and correct! i already have my new card and have sorted out savings issues. and i got to wake up late in order to do so ^_^

loads of faffing happened all by itself today, and we all took a long lunch (although mine was only half-eaten, i've lost my appetite of late). when we returned i spent the day on organization and searching for things to do. i didn't do the things that actually did needed doing.

a long, hot way back home, and i didn't even bother turning on my pc before unwrapping a canvas, a pencil and an eraser and started etching - inspired by marilyn manson - if i was your vampire. i chomped way more liquorice than i should have, but i have a solid beginning.

i took my sketch book out for a smoke break, but i couldn't figure out what i wanted to complete my to-be painting with... i have an idea, but i can't seem to fit it in :S

i met up with spot's sister's friend (ssf) for dinner, which was most entertaining. about halfway through a conversation i mentioned singer, to which she responded "you drop that on me like that??"
i pointed out that i'd already offered to sleep with her a few times. we got to discussing singer, and i realize now what's been bothering me...

everything's great. the bed-sport's great (and it's been a while since i could say that), she's a great person and we have very interesting and amusing things to talk about. and she doesn't mess me about. but there's still no click, i don't feel that excited buzz and that's just not a good sign. i don't want to stop seeing her, but i can't see us getting serious - and that makes me feel like i'm messing her about.

after dinner i went to see ssf's new apartment, and it is *styling*. *and* she has good taste when it comes to furniture. i lay down on the thick carpet and simply didn't want to get up :P

i walked home, showered, and after this am getting my 5.5 hours of sleep. i could definitely do with more, though.