i can't get rid of it

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i cannot bring myself to delete the email, and i can't open it either.

again i was exhausted this morning, and i don't know why. and i don't feel sick, just tired... *confused*

more voodoo struggling today. i spent a lot of time on some manual labour, only to discover that it was all for nought. at least i learned a bunch of neat things from it. and my commander was impressed enough with the script from yesterday.

although when i informed him that i was interested in an upcoming program, he laughed and told me to get in line. isn't my commander supposed to be looking out for me?

just before leaving, i received authorization to invite a couple of friends to visit my base... so i'm inviting my previous commanders :D [what? it's like family! (unlike my current crew - *boo hoo*)]

when i got home, spot helped me do some experimenting with the spraypaint i bought on the weekend - the silver came out alright, but the black is bloody aweful. it's got a radius of about 7cm, and i was hoping to use it as an outline. so i had to go off to buy acrylic paint and a brush.

this is going to be interesting.

spot came with me, and we had a decent supper and then sat for coffee at the place we discovered on friday. it was disappointing. on the way back, some cute girl was staring at me as we walked by, and a few paces after we passed her i stumbled on a raised flagstone. she laughed. instead of carrying on and ignoring her, i think i should have stopped and flashed a grin. i can't believe i'm still thinking about this.

i was going to play fallout, but it's late and i've only just caught up on the 'net browsing. here's where i've been:

moonflake linked to nice stuff - i didn't get very far though. i was too busy with qc
10 zen monkeys again
say no to CPR