pre-emptive strike

j-girl called. there was something in her tone of voice that sparked something incredibly unpleasant, gave me the creeps. i went for a run (where i've learned that i run approximately 10x faster than i walk), to clear my head a little, and i've decided that i'm just going to stick with my heart and not use my head at all. in this case, it's telling her to back off until she knows what she wants. i'm guessing this will cause her to not want me at all anymore, but if so, so be it. i can't stress for bullshit. i'm semi-human, after all.

i'm off to SB's now, then to the lizard. i never did get around to working, so i figure i'll do the crucial stuff when i get back.

funny thing, i was just reminded that i'm guarding tomorrow. great.