slow morning

work wasn't quite crazy last night, but there were enough calls to keep us busy. by the time 7.30 rolled around, i was beyond exhausted - i was feeling ill and barely able to walk. i got a ride from one of the guys, and drunkenly stumbled home.

and after a quick shower, i slept like a baby.

i was woken around 12 by my doorbell. weird. the woman in charge of the building had dropped off a letter saying that they're going to start renovating our building, and that each tenant is going to have talks with the landlord to sort out who's staying and who's moving where.
they really didn't need to press the buzzer.

so, being awake, i watched constantine. what a grand fscking movie. suPERB.

i was going to sleep some more, but i think i'll go get me some breakfast.

i am totally into linkin park at the moment - i wonder why it took me so long...

i'm in a weird place in my head lately. i can't figure out how i feel about my day to day stuff. i find myself apathetic again. i find my mind full of incongruities, my desires as well. i guess i'm just in need of a well-rounded holiday. meaning a holiday where i do sweet bugger-all for a while. like what i'm getting in just over a week. after i get my tattoo done. which i very much hope doesn't incur complications - that would be seriously unpleasant, especially seeing as the army doesn't have to provide medical treatment (or at least does provide a court-martial) for tattoos.