spider solitaire kills me

i just can't get the two-suit game right. i suck.

i made it on time for the first meeting this morning. it didn't go well. our branch commander understands perfectly, and explained to me that as much as he'd like to help (yeah, right), he simply can't. brilliant.

the next meeting was with my new commander. for half an hour i managed to sit there with a sour look on my face, reflecting my feelings perfectly. he was actually a bit upset that he couldn't get me to smile. he promised me the world, and i don't trust him one little bit. as i said to him when i left, i'll believe it when i see it.

but for now, i'm simply stuck in my unit and that's the end of the story. the next year just seems like so much fun. felled my high spirits with a single blow.

spot officially left our base today. prick. i'm jealous. most of the day was teh suck. but it did end eventually. i got home to some more gta (lord knows i'm sadly addicted), a shower, and now i'm going to bed. or i may play a little more first. spider solitaire doesn't count, you see.

ooooh...
it just feels right