whoa, nelly

it's only wednesday. i feel wrecked.

sunday:

the playdate was great, but i wasn't feeling too well and mr smear and his friend were both being annoying / demanding. i'm glad we all got together but i was relieved when we finally got home.

monday:

dropping off mr smear with the nanny
the relief of being back in the office

tuesday:

a 7am page followed by a two-hour confidence-crushing nightmare that coloured my day
a therapy session to review my mixed feelings of inadequacy (in some respects i feel like an imposter, in others i feel totally validated)
getting my own pizza for the all-hands because they never think to cater for vegans
positive meetings
finding a pharmacy that delivers!
a last bit of work after getting home and discovering that my team dragging their feet to deploy my code had caused havoc
my brother rabbit, more pizza and spaghetti and vegballs

wednesday:

being frustrated by the difficulties in getting mr smear's lunch together, not helped by my mother being rude when i told her i was struggling
a truly exciting school q&a, but only relevant for 2021
another day of meetings at work, a vindicating deployment to my team's rescue
good news from my mom about a business we've been discussing
booked my next tattoo appointment!
emergency shopping and a fight