do i *have* to lie?

i'm being taught to tell lies. today's concerned signing hours. it's the most retarded system for a software developer, because there's no measure of productivity. and it's stupid that it makes me feel bad, and that feeling is something that i'm going to have to learn to live with.

and somehow i have to figure out how to make sure that none of the bad habits cross over into *my* life.

i was rushing off to visit an exhibition this evening, but the gallery's in jaffa which is *just* too far away. at least i made it to the art supply store, so i'm about ready for round two on f (for fire).

damn - elite's orange praline dark chocolate is seriously smooth.

the base had a "fair" today for new year gifts (the jewish new year is this week)... we were promised an amazing experience, epic proportions and more choices than a stick should be shaken at. what we got were a handful of tables with cheap, useless stuff.

nice one, guys. nice one. although the mouse with the encased scorpion was pretty cool.

today felt like it had no value. i suppose becoming captain of the volleyball team means something, but only to me - i hope i get a chance to make a difference.

[gets distracted]

i just made a felt & prestik version of klotski for my bathroom wall. go me!

going offline and getting ready to blade :)