the pulsing lobes

my head's throbbing, and i've just had a long chat with my mum so i've purged the urge to share all my thoughts.

1) i've decided that it would be stupid of me not to go on the course, because quite frankly even if it doesn't help me i'd probably spend the rest of my life thinking "could've done that".

2) i have the most horrible job to do at the moment, and i haven't been able to do it because i've been fighting with faulty software (someone else's). i've been made to feel like a complete idiot by a number of people, and each time i'm proved correct it only makes things worse.

3) i faxed through my complaint this morning, and instead of having to wait a couple of weeks to receive snailmail they phoned me... twice. apparently i'm being taken seriously.

4) last night was fun, although the waitress was quite attractive and i didn't make anything of it (i suck). it was great having a drink with the old crew!

5) paying the rent was far more pleasant than i anticipated.

i just watched man of the year, which was highly entertaining. would jon stewart PLEASE run? as for israel, not such a good idea - the comedians here just aren't... well, they're neither funny nor particularly insightful.

my brain hurts.