fading away

horrible morning! after a couple of hours of scurrying around i got to see the doctor (obviously they called me in the very second i managed to nod off), and he literally just handed me my two scraps of "you're okay" paper and wished me a good day.

suck. all because there're a bunch of hyper-sensitive clods who panic and have breakdowns if their doctor hints at bad news over the phone.
"but they're not hurting anyone!", i hear you suggest, ever so politely.
yes, they are. they're hurting people like me.

the day sucked, filled with loads of bad luck and irritations. just when things finally seemed to be working out, something i was working on put its legs up in the air and died. [that's a metaphor, i don't work on anything that can actually think]

i forgot to mention yesterday that in darwin's watch terry pratchett makes a reference to an old judge dredd story... that was a totally random sweet moment for me :)

nin - ghost finally downloaded and it's really, really good.

i'm off to have a day-early weekend-closing drink with my co-workers, i hope i can open my eyes tomorrow morning.