bad feelings

hoary sheet.

so aside from working frantically until after 1am this morning, i've (so far) done a ten-hour day and we've all only managed to go outside for a short while in the evening.

i have been having real trouble making up my mind, and i surprised myself by telling my potential boss that it'd be much easier to make a decision if the two offers weren't practically identical. now i've got a meeting with the CEO tomorrow at lunchtime and i guess i'll be making a choice at the end of it, one way or the other.

the relief is that it looks like i may have a third offer on the table by then, which will make things less stressful for me. but no matter what happens i'll still feel bad for at least one company that didn't get me when the market is feeling so worryingly dire.

...

i announced my leaving to the department this morning.