f'n bugs

i slept horribly, and woke up with my back threatening to spasm. i cancelled my therapist and worked from home to avoid spreading whatever the heck these things are (gd has theories, but i'm not convinced by any of them), and spent a very long day struggling to do what should be very basic things. all the while with pool renovations drowning my sanity.

i eventually closed my work computer, disappointed, played some crash bandicoot with mr smear (until a jet-ski level gave me motion sickness), taught him how to eat with a knife and fork while watching adventure time, and navigated the disciplinary action of carrying out the punishment for him not cooperating while getting ready for bed (i did read him one story, so one more than was threatened). he was really sad when i turned the light out, but i reminded him that mommy and daddy are always in his heart and that he could sing to himself with my voice once i'd gone to bed. i stood outside for half a minute, waiting to hear me fail, but that was the end of it! i'm really proud of him ^_^

i've applied for GAP insurance (we'd be in BIG trouble if we didn't have it), and i'm now struggling to do two more sets of squats before going to bed (so distracting myself however i can). this shit is hard.

pest control is coming tomorrow, i'm so not looking forward to working from home again but with my current tasks it probably isn't worse than being in the office... these bugs are driving me nuts.