can't sleep

for the past hour i've been taking turns replaying what happened friday night through my head - and what should've / could've happened - and taking out my frustration on household objects.

the sheer stupidity of letting the little prick take my attention away from his friends kills me. and i cannot accept that the guys with me didn't do anything.

i keep thinking of more and more things that i'm capable of that would have been effective, but that didn't occur to me out of sheer disbelief that it was actually going to escalate.

i'm PISSED. and that's not helping me wake up early in the morning. this is like the night before a tournament... only worse.