spiders

i'm exhausted, i'm trying and failing to sublet my apartment and i've just discovered a spider infestation.

i've also just learned that my new employer thoroughly wasted the two weeks after i signed because they're only beginning the background check now, with a dodgy company, and if something goes weird there (which it might, considering i've lived on three continents) then i haven't got a job and i've lost a month of job hunting. my bank account's uncomfortably low as it is.

i have a meeting tonight with the illustrators and i'm still putting together a plan of action.

i just pulled a heap of still-damp clothing out of the dryer.

my heels are badly cracked and are hurting me at every step.

i wanna start today again.