i had trouble waking up this morning - again. i was up until about 4am watching top gear (the satellite came right *just* as they launched), and had to get up for breakfast at my sister's.
breakfast was very nice. other than visiting my great aunt, i haven't actually done anything with the rest of the day. i'm just emotionally exhausted and unhappy about leaving, even if it is to france for a week before going back to the grind.
i need to stop worrying and get back to enjoying being here.