t-2

i pray. i pray some more.

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i just watched invictus, and *boy* am i glad that i didn't see it on the big screen when i had the chance. let's just say that i got a little emotional - there was a lot of pride watching the movie, also a lot of sadness remembering just how much hope we had that seems to have turned sour.

personally, i can't help clearing my tear ducts when i think of where i was when all that was taking place and what a different life i once led; how much i pity the boy that i was who had yet to set foot on his path to redemption. that redemption was a long time coming.

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so my apartment is clean, my eyes are clean, my chest feels a little lighter and the day in general was nice and chilled. i feel like immersing myself in brainless activity for the rest of the evening.

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another definition: memento (used yesterday morning)

h. r. giger - illuminatus_i