morning surprise hold

if i'd been told before 7 that i'd only be picked up at 7.50, then instead of dropping off the paint and rushing to catch a bus to stand for half an hour i could've actually painted a bit and found a place to sit. i'm feeling a bit better than yesterday, but still weak enough that waiting at the station is torture.

i wish i knew what woke me at 3am, i couldn't get back to sleep afterwards :(