why tired?

the house's heating's on... now i'm finding it too warm. and i'm feeling really tired... my aunt cross-examined me because she's concerned. i'm so used to being off-kilter that it's normal, and i was feeling totally crap when i had my blood tested recently and that showed up fine so i guess it's either psychological or it's just my sleep patterns being non-existent.

it would be great if i could somehow know when i should be getting to bed and how much sleep is enough.

...

we talked about whether or not my hunt for work is affected by my physical presence. i can't tell. does it matter that i'm physically here in canada? would it make a difference if i was physically in toronto? because it's nigh impossible to make contact with the people who are looking to hire without an inside connection. and the truth is, sitting inside scouring manpower sites all day is not an ideal way to spend a vacation. or to get to know a city better.

---pg and i watched american splendor. it's an inspirational movie, and overall it's charming, touching, and somewhere between uncomfortably and amusingly real. the comics look awesome. the bit on revenge of the nerds cracked me up, but not as much as the bit on letterman.

inspirational is not just an empty word, here. i'm inspired to shoot down some caffeine and get back to my comic script. i haven't touched it and i wanna.