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ru55 came over, and we spent the evening discussing technical stuff and some not-so-technical stuff. i'm irritated by my discovery that i've misplaced the dvd of under the african sky, the cape town trance scene documentary, because i wanted to play it.

gn1 and i spoke twice tonight, each of us has been down for a number of reasons and the two of us sharing these moments has only amplified them. the worst thing about being dark and moody is that it's addictive. in my case, there's some rationale for wanting to stay this way - for the meanwhile - convincing my superiors to let me go when i'm full of smiles would seem disingenuous to say the least.

i *need* to be free.

robot - cherry electro

[i just had someone attack me on facebook for asking who he was prior to friending him. i think that's rather sad.]